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The Quiet Place

I want to go to this place and remain there for more than 45 minutes which seems to be the current record ....

http://games.yahoo.com/blogs/unplugged/quietest-place-earth-mutes-sounds-messes-head-212556719.html


The title of this post is inspired by this:

Geeks for the win!

Enjoy! :D

Found here: 

http://www.mastersinit.org/geeks-vs-nerds/

Existential Crisis

Chaplain/Rabbi/Priest/Imam

No I dont have a midlife crisis yet. 

But I have another problem. Had I not spoken with family members I would not have realised that I had a problem. 

I have reach just one conclusion about this problem though, particularly after a family member shed some serious light on the matter without him intending to put me in such a reflective mood. Nonetheless it has made me pensieve and the way that I am it is natural for me to annonce to the world. 

So lets begin at the beginning. After some careful thought I have realised that I stopped producing heartfelt deep and intense (no matter how morbid) poetry when I realised that I would soon be losing a pillar of my life and half the shade of my world. Once the pillar crumbled I think and this is my conclusion, that it buried under it a part of me that would encourage me to invest in emotionally in everything from relationships to sports to studies .. to everything. But once that part did get burried, it left me completely indifferent and synical. 

How I see the crumbling of the Pillar. 

Day by day I turn more into Dr. House's synical self (no unfortunately not the genius side). The scary part is that despite acknowledging the problem and accepting, I am still indifferent to it. They say that acknowledging and accepting a problem is the first step towards a solution, thing is a part of me doesnt care the remainder doesnt want to care anymore. 

Its altogether different ball game when I used to wish that I would become the type of skilled genius and indifferent monster that I still look up to ... unfortunately for the world that mentor is actually just a fictional character. But now that I am a step closer, I seem to have given up on the caring part. 

Shura/Chaos - The indifferent monster Yakumo Mutsu

True that there have been quite a few things in my life to set me on this path, but had my thought pattern been different I might have actually been the content self that I put on every morning I wake up. 

No longer do I dream of ruling the martial arts world, nor of becoming a foremost professional in my field. No my dreams are just filled silent screams, darkness, chains and a lot of drowning. 

There are times when I read some of my journal/dairy and realise I was cleverer and more intelligent even a couple years ago than I am now. Its almost like I have become a living example of Dr. Walter Bishop (fictional character from a TV series called Fringe) who lost a lot ofhis intelligence and thinking due to having part of his brain cut out by his best friend and archnemesis. 

Maybe one day I might get bored enough to start searching for why I have lost interest in everyhing ... 

Today is not that day. 

Although a very small part of me wants to be rescued and wants to be found, thus this entry. My indifferent self has allowed to let this call for attention and a plea for help escape the confines of the morbid and macabre prison that I and my Id have built for me. 

Maybe one day the moon will shine, maybe one day ..... 

Disciple

Till then here is something I am currently scribbling

ab dukh bhi nahin hota .. doboya mujhe ko hone ne .. na hota mein ... to kya hota ? 

guzre kal ki yaad aye .. magar jab se sahara toota .. dil to kya .. rooh ko bhi tars aye

yeh mujrim hai zindagi ka .. zindagi hi iski saza .. woh fareb rehai .. aur such bolta jhoota ..

kya hdsa tha woh .. asr kar gaya is zalim pe .. kya asr tha woh .. dil tor gaya is ashiq ka .... 

He who walks the darkness alone

Some poetry

To some this may seem arrogant, to other this will be like an epic marketing idea. 

GO SEE MY POETRY 

Tome De Mo/Noor Elven at Deviantart 

Comment if you like or don't like. Constructive criticism is encouraged and accepted. But if you want to troll I will ignore you

Speedy Jiu Jitsu

Ok so this is what my sensei has asked of his students (and students all over UK) to do at the Atemi Nationals competition. I don't think any one of us is this capable. But I know I can try. I accomplished this twice before. Now you guys have to wish me luck for the next time.

Tranquility by AndreeWallin

One day maybe in this life or the next, I might have a place lie this in a Dagoba (Star Wars) like system. A monastery resembling a Japanese bushido practitioner's sanctum. Built for the soul, mind and heart. In that order. To increase the spirituality, intellect and passion. In that order.

But till then I can come back and look at images like Tranquility by AndreeWallin at deviantart and hope. :D

Some random updates

The following few are going to be a few pictures that I really liked.
Of course they are all thanks to their creators!

The first: Acceleration by genesisa at deviantart.

This shows some really futuristic vehicle in a race. To be honest this type of machinery is possible but its not economically viable at the moment. Which is why we dont see this marvellous design becoming a common object yet!


The second: Amalur - The Gnomes by gorrem at deviantart.

Every single time I look at it, it reminds me of my sibling and I. The sibling as the artist/magician. The engineer/builder would be yours truly! :D


The third: Gotta Hide by BlaCkCentuRies at deviantart.

This one is just to illustrate that even if there were 2 of me and I had all the expertise in the world, my sibling would still kick my ass without breaking a sweat.


The fourth: S8 by THE-LM7 at deviantart.

A picture that sort of fits the dream I had last night. You see I have recently read Delilah Dirk. And was thinking what would happen if instead of guns she had Luffy's hat (One Piece) and Miyamoto Musashi's (the legendary Japanese samurai) two swords. The resulting character would of course kick ass, but this picture also shows she is far too blade happy (read trigger happy with swords and dynamite as favourite weapon of choice of Delilah Dirk) ....